Self-School 101: Enrolling Myself
In April of this
year, I graduated college. I was quite proud of it, as I'm the first in my
immediate family to do so. I'm also proud of how I spent my college time -
shoring up The Writer's Guild, being an RA, and generally busting my ass in
every classroom to grab each and every coveted "A" (stands for
Acceptable - as in, the only grade acceptable). My standards were high.
After graduation, I
moved to rural Louisiana where my husband is stationed with the military. I
thought it would be boring, but idyllic. A place to relax and write. After the
hectic pace of university life, however, it was more isolated than relaxed and completely
lacking in the underlying academic structure I'd become reliant on to stay
focused.
For some time I was
aimless, depressed even. I thought if I got a job things would be great. Well,
McDonald's was about the only place I could get employed and it wasn't exactly
an inspiring work environment. Soon my writing output dropped drastically from
a thousand or so words a day, to as much in a month, then to nothing. Something
had to change.
I gave two weeks'
notice because - who am I kidding? - I didn't belong in fast food, not really.
I need to write, I need to put all of my eggs in that basket and roll with it.
Trying anything else feels like a compromise and is. I want to be a writer, so
that's what I'm going to do. But how do I avoid the same squishy resolve I had
at the beginning of the summer?
Something college
did not prepare me for was living without the infrastructure. Not understanding
how to create that self-sufficient support, I fell into some of the many
pitfalls of the new writer's life. I let myself get lazy and I let myself get
distracted. I can't do that again.
I looked over my
college life - my schedules, my syllabi, my to-do lists - and an idea was born.
I needed to go back to school - sorta. I need the structures I'd graduated from
back. I need order. So, I sat down at my computer and created "classes"
for myself.
Considering what I
need out of a writing course, first is a textbook. For that, I'm implementing a
copy of Alice LaPlante's The Making of a Story that
I have left over from a writing workshop way back in 2012. I can structure the
class around it - it's fairly solid and well-reviewed. Each chapter - 1 for
each week of a 14 week semester - has three parts. There is the idea, some
exercises to explore the idea, and then some reading to back it up. There you
go - three classes a week: Monday, Wednesday, Friday.
Other things I need
out of a course are a sense of competition, exposure to other amateur writer's
works, and writing requirements. So, Tuesday and Thursday will be dedicated to
going onto /r/writing's weekly critique thread and commenting on work there.
Then, I'll work on a draft of a story. Two drafts a week, with a final tweaking
phase before submitting on Friday. Submitting my stories by the end of every
week assures I'm actually working and that I'm put into a survival mode wherein
only the good stuff counts.
To round out my
schedule, I have literature class with daily reading requirements from my
Goodreads "to-read" list. I'm always adding books to that list, but
now it's time to take some off. Every day I'll set aside time to read 40-80
pages from whichever novel I'm on. (I'm reading the 1600 page Les Miserables in
December and January - should be a fun challenge!)
This schedule sounds
ambitious, but I expect nothing less out of my college courses - especially
when they're run by me. Anyone can do this, and I think it will be a valuable
tool to keep on track and always improving.
At the end of the
"semester" I'll report back on my grades. Basically, if I do
everything on time I get an "A". Anything less is just unacceptable.
After all, my Latin honors mean squat if I don't write with my writing degree.
The only person that fails if I don't show up to class is me.
Has anyone else tried this self-schooling method of getting focused? I'm curious to know if you have any ideas/advice!
I'm doing something in a similar vein. Self-discipline has never been a strength of mine and it's something I've been struggling with for the past few years. My project was one way to try and get me to write more, and it has helped a little bit, but I was still struggling to get myself to sit down and write regularly. So now I "work". From nine to five, Monday through Friday, I have to sit at my desk and either write or draw. No video games, no TV, no internet (unless it's work related), no reading. I have to write or draw. And if I'm feeling utterly uninspired one day, I don't get the day off. I still have to be productive by cleaning house. So far it's been working really well for me. Well, this past week I kinda fell off the wagon, but I'm getting back to it. I hope you endeavor is successful and good luck!
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